Just in case anyone has been wondering where I got to....


My Dad passed away in December and I haven't really felt much like interacting with anyone lately



I'll be back at some point.... I just need some time.


Hope you are all well and happy. I miss you guys

I just wanted to bump my previous journal off my frontpage



so yeah ............... I don't really have anything to say......


Though at some point in the future I will update with a drastic journal.


but for now, enjoy the simplicity of this one


Hope you are all doing well


Thinking of you always,
Taka

Hello my little corner of the internet where I come to vent when I dont want anyone I know to read it


so............





GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!




that is all






no wait, thats not all.....


what do i want to say.........ummmm..........Im really upset cause I screwed up a really awesome relationship ;__;
but i didnt really screw it up.....cause i was only reacting to something...... so i guess it was a team effort
yay team

maybe it just wasnt meant to be -_____-

but anyway. Im fucking sad! I didnt want this to happen! especially so soon!
and theres nothing i can do to reverse it......


fucking yay! life is so awesome ....................... <_<



*lets hair fall over one eye and listens to horribly depressing Katatonia songs*



actually - this is probably the reason no one wants me...... cause im too emotional <_<
...though I wouldnt be so emo if i had someone to love me even the slightest bit
( in a romantic way )




*EPIC FEIL*






the end!


or is it? .... perhaps its the beginning of me returning to DA......
perhaps

DA has been like a chronical of my life anyways ......so...... maybe I should keep it going, and fill in with the most recent things I've been producing.
Or should I say, my most recent failures~



NOW i shall turn down the brightness on my monitor to 10%, because THAT is the mood I am in



on a lighter note - Nanny McPhee is a good movie I enjoyed it







*cry cry cry*

So I went to the youth centre tonight to hear some bands play. ~as is the trend, to go there Thursday nights.
Yeah, so before the bands were on I ran into my bandmates muckin around in the practice room. I played some air guitar with them for abit, then went back to the shops with Emma and Rei and Anikky
we had fun~
I love hanging out with them ^______________^ <3 <3 they are so awesome!!!!

so ANYWAY. then when we got back to the youthy people were like "dude, your bands gunna play tonight"

and I was like "WHAT??? O_____O"

So I went in to check things out, and it was true!!! the main band cancelled for some reason, so they asked us to take their spot!!

So I borrowed a guitar and amp from the youthy and we played a BRUTAL GIG!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!




not bad for 20 seconds of preparation!


I can't quite remember the setlist XDDDD but we played.....

-Some intro thats remarkably similar to a Metallica song
-Omerta ~Lamb Of God
-Pure Insanity ~Kisama
-Sanitarium ~Metallica
-Laid To Rest ~Lamb Of God
-Cowboys From Hell ~Pantera
-For Whom The Bell Tolls ~Metallica


it was BROOTAL!!!!!!!!!


heres a picture [link]

i didnt mind that guitar : ) it was quite adequate



WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



um yeah, so anyway. Next gig is on the 17th of July or something!

COME SEE US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just because you dont live around here is no excuse!!

yay for pointless journal entries

ready, ready......okay, here we go~



At the ungodly hour of 6am this morning ( which is prime dreaming time for me ) My dreams were sharply interrupted by my phone ringing ~_______~

So I just grabbed it and turned it off.

then I was angry cause I couldnt get back to the dream I was having!!! gaaaah!!!!

so then my phone rings again. So i decided to answer it since I was awake now.

so I'm like "hello?"

and this random guy goes "sorry for ringing so early, I'm from A-tec incorporated ....." ( or something )

and then there was this massive awkward pause XD and I was like ".............and??"

and he goes "the plumber"


and I was like "dude, you've got the wrong number. Why dont you tell me the number you're trying to reach so I can tell you if you've written it down wrong ( SO YOU WONT ACCIDENTALLY RING ME AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )"

then he was like "oh, um" and hung up on me


My immediate thought was to ring him back and persuade him to tell me his full name so I could write it in my Death Note

*evil grin*

but then I remembered I havent seen his face, so it would be pointless.....



But I eventually got back to sleep .......didnt get to continue my first dream but I did have another one.





Ahaha, I was just reading the entry rules for an art competition and I came across something kinda bizarre.

It says; "When 2 bodies of work are considered of equal merit then the preference will be given to the entrant whose parent, as a member of the Australian Defence Force, has been on active duty in a war zone"

and the whole competition has nothing at all to do with the defence force. its hust like some random thing which they threw in

its kinda like saying "when 2 entries are the same, we'll give the prize to the entrant whos cat is blind in one eye"
or something


my dad was in the defence force, and is missing a finger. So I guess that means I could totally draw a crappy drawing and still have a chance of winning

so stupid

since when does a parents ( previous ) job account for a +10 bonus on the artistic ability of their child ( who doesnt even live with said parent )


and what if 2 entries which are equal in skill both have parents who were in the defence force?
do they compare the ranks of the parent? or the medals they got?? XD


but anyway. I dont think my dad was active in an actual war zone, so its not really applicable to me. haha .... I guess I have to rely on artistic ability to get a place in this 'art competition' then